And so far, he has not answered.
This is a hard thing, to feel like God is silent, especially when you're seeking and longing so desperately for him to speak.
Until he reminded me, through the perfect song at the perfect time, that he has "been singing, always singing over me." Until I looked up from my own circumstances, and realized that all around me, he is speaking and moving and answering prayers.
Until I realized that just because he's not answering my question, that doesn't mean that he is silent.